Midnight thoughts

Have you ever fell so deep in your thoughts that you basically can’t stop overthinking? Well…this is me right now. There are a lot of things happening lately and all I can say is that I feel exhausted and really tired, which is quite sad given the amazing adventure that I recently had. Work isn’t as it was before and everything seems to fall apart as I write down these words. No, it’s not actually that dramatic but everyone who knows me, knows that I usually dramatize about generally everything. I feel that recently I’ve fallen in the comfort zone trap which I tried to avoid with a lot of passion ever since I was a student. I’m scared of getting to live the “normal” and basic life everyone dreams of, this is the reason why I need someone in my life to constantly say “come on, live a little”. So how can a 25 year old young-adult “live a little”? How to spice things up a bit? Should I actually buy that one-way ticket? These are the questions that storm my mind for some time now and hopefully I’ll find the answers quite soon. I don’t want to criticize people that prefer the “basic” and “normal” life-style, it’s just that this isn’t for me. I find it quite depressing to hear conversations about weddings and making babies. Hell no. Not today, Satan.

Growing up in a small city, I never thought I would get the chance to travel the world, yet dreams can always come true. You just need to be dedicated, passionate, and always eager to try new things and never step away from being yourself.