It is one of those days when you just sit in your bed and think about everything: future, past and present events. Usually when I think about stuff…well I’m used to over-think everything. I always knew about the midlife crisis of middle aged individuals and I came to the conclusion that I’m dealing with the same thing, the only difference is that I’m 23 and not 53. No need to worry, there is a scientific definition for this as well and it’s called quarter-life crisis. I don’t know actually if I’m dealing with this situation but I can totally agree that I’m going through a lot of things right now and I can feel the stress and the pressure of everything that surrounds me.
No, I don’t want to become a random accountant, yes…maybe I would like to become a teacher or no wait, what about an auditor? *No, that’s too badly paid…yes that could work but it’s difficult as f*ck.* I’m about to finish my studies and the fear of real life responsibilities are about to kick in. I’ve seen a lot of people in my life that failed at everything and some who succeeded but where am I gonna end? I’m happy with what I’ve gained so far and I really don’t want to disappoint people around me and especially myself. I just hope that I can grab my shit together and that I can finally take the right decisions at the right time. 😔