Quarter-life crisis

It is one of those days when you just sit in your bed and think about everything: future, past and present events. Usually when I think about stuff…well I’m used to over-think everything. I always knew about the midlife crisis of middle aged individuals and I came to the conclusion that I’m dealing with the same thing, the only difference is that I’m 23 and not 53. No need to worry, there is a scientific definition for this as well and it’s called quarter-life crisis. I don’t know actually if I’m dealing with this situation but I can totally agree that I’m going through a lot of things right now and I can feel the stress and the pressure of everything that surrounds me.

No, I don’t want to become a random accountant, yes…maybe I would like to become a teacher or no wait, what about an auditor? *No, that’s too badly paid…yes that could work but it’s difficult as f*ck.* I’m about to finish my studies and the fear of real life responsibilities are about to kick in. I’ve seen a lot of people in my life that failed at everything and some who succeeded but where am I gonna end? I’m happy with what I’ve gained so far and I really don’t want to disappoint people around me and especially myself. I just hope that I can grab my shit together and that I can finally take the right decisions at the right time. 😔

Growing up in a small city, I never thought I would get the chance to travel the world, yet dreams can always come true. You just need to be dedicated, passionate, and always eager to try new things and never step away from being yourself.